5 years TTC

I just looked at my TTC history in my sidebar and realized it's been 5 years since I went off the pill. 5 years since we decided to start a family, 5 years of waiting for a baby, 5 years of being in limbo. I'll I have to show for it are two little lines. One yesterday that was fairly visible, one today that is lighter than yesterday which means my beta is likely falling. And I'm back in limbo.

*sigh*